7.19.2008

Nothing of Importance

Sorry I didn't post last night.

I went to go see The Dark Knight.

It was phenomenal.

Heath Ledger's performance was amazing.

I really believed he was crazy.

Maybe it made him crazy.

Who knows?

Anyway, I don't really have much to say.

My baby gets ungrounded in 13 days and we're going to go to the Breaking Dawn release party with her sister and her friends. I'm making shirts too.

I'm a dork.

A perverted, lovable, strange dork.

7.11.2008

Faith? Where'd you go?

The world is a scary place.

Murders, global warming, robbery, sex, terrorism, war, death.

It's all out there.

I hate to admit it, but...

I'm scared.

I'm afraid of what will happen to this world.

I'm afraid of what will happen to my friends.

I'm afraid of what will happen to my family.

I'm afraid of what will happen to me.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I really want to restore my faith in God.

I don't know when I lost that faith, but I did.

Somewhere along the line the world changed me and I lost my ability to believe.

I want to believe again. 

I want to believe in God again.

But I don't know how to do it.

How do you restore your faith when you're a sceptic?

7.09.2008

A Fresh Start.

I got a new blog because I thought it was time for a fresh start.

I need to change things. Change the way I think, the way I see things.

I thought this would help.

My blog title just came to me.

One Step Closer.

One step closer to sanity.

One step closer to faith.

One step closer to being a good person.

Every entry is a step closer.

It may not make sense, but I don't really expect it to.